Preggo???????

"The Lord has done great things for us. And we are filled with joy."!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I finally got a BFP!!!!!!! Well, three to be exact...hoping this is it!!!!!!!!!! I really feel like I have no business creating this post...ME?? With a BFP????????????? Unbelievable!!! Yeah...I think I'm "preggo"...but not the "traditional" way!! :o)

So here are the tests...you be the judge!

Can you see the line on there? I took this one after watching a movie so I'd only waited to pee for like an hour and a half. I decided on a whim to take it...I remembered I had an old test in the bathroom so I whipped it out and peed on it. It was definitely negative...so I put it on the sink...angry at myself for even thinking about using the test. Then I pulled up my pants, glanced in the mirror and looked down at the test...WAS THAT A LINE??????!!!! I started sobbing uncontrollably...and praying...please please please let it be a line!!!

The next morning I took another one...

Sure enough, it was positive too...my camera isn't the best. I hope you all can see them!! DH was working when I took the first one, but I didn't tell him because I was so nervous it wasn't real. Then because this one was positive, I put it on the kitchen counter with that onesie I bought (That says "Daddy's Answered Prayers") and put Espie next to it too. Then I went upstairs and went back to sleep. I woke up to the front door opening...some shuffling downstairs and then THUMP THUMP THUMP (DH racing up the stairs) and a big smile coming through the doorway!! :o)

Had to test again this morning...its slightly darker again...

I still don't feel like this is real. I went shopping with my definitely pregnant friend and she needed to go into the mother.hood store...and I still felt like an "imposter" (as Katie would say *wink*)...I ALMOST bought a shirt...it said "Made With Love". I thought it was perfect because boy did I have to do some work to make this baby (with lots of help from God of course!!!)...but it was a labor of love!! :o) But I couldn't do it. I couldn't buy it yet. I felt like they were all looking at me like "You really have no business being here...or buying that". *sigh*

DH is so happy...and I am doing my best to enjoy each moment of this pregnancy...its hard when you're trying to be cautiously optimistic...but I'm just trying to trust God and His plan.

I'm really hoping my blood test can be moved from Monday to Friday...Monday is just too long to wait...and I was reading that some of you gals only had to wait 14dper to get your first beta...and I have to wait 18 days! Actually 19 because my 18th lands on a Sunday. *sigh* I guess as long as these tests keep coming back positive I could MAYBE wait that long! :o)

Thank you all for your prayers...Keep 'em comin'!!!!!